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Monday, October 22, 2012

THANK YOU. AND EXPLAINATION.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I HAD MARRY AND MY MARRIED WILL B A NOT HAPPY ENDING MARRIED.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I M AD A MUM OF A 3 OR MAYB 4 YEARS OLD SON OR GAL.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I AD A VERY CHEAP SLUT THAT HAVING ons  EVERY WEEK WITH SOMEONE I DUN NO.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, MY LIFE IS SO MISERABLE.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I WONT NOE WHAT IS SAFE IN THE ARM OF YOUR LOVE ONE.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I BEEN DRAG AND ABUSE BY SOMEONE IN THE PAST.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I WONT SO HAPPY LIKE FOR NOW AND THE PAST 4 YEARS

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I HAD BEEN THROW OUT OF SCHOOL DUE TO DRUG ABUSE AND ABSENT TO SCHOOL DUE TO PUB EVERY NIGHT.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I DINT NOE THAT LOVING SOMEONE IS SO WONDERFUL.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I DINT NOE THAT THE SOCIETY HERE IS SOOOOO STEREOTYPE ON WHAT HIS PAST WAS.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I WONT NOE THAT AGE RANGE IS NOT A PROBLEM IN A RELATIONSHIP.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I DINT NOE THAT BOTH OF MY BROTHER SOOO LOVE ME, AND CARE FOR ME.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I DINT NOE THAT MY FAMILY IS SO CONSERVATIVE ON CHOOSING THEIR IDEAL SON IN LAW

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I DINT NOE THAT MY TEMPER IS SO BAD THAT I ONLY CAN HAD IT ON HIM

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, EVERY BIRTHDAY I WILL JUST HAD CELEBRATE WITH FRIEND AND FAMILY

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I WONT B HAVING WHAT I HAVE TODAY.

IF I DUN HAVE HIM, I HAD BEEN DIED FOR AT LEAST 4 YEARS AGO.

I AM SORRY TO THOSE WHO SAID HE IS NOT A GOOD GUYS AS HE IS A DIVORCEE. PLS PLSSSSSS!!!!! DUN SAY HE BAD BUT USE YOUR STEREOTYPE EYE AND SEE CAREFULLY ON HOW HE TREAT ME ONLY U TELL ME, IS HE WORTH IT TO BE STEREOTYPE OR NOT!

  YES, HE IS A DIVORCEE FOR 5 YEAR PLUS. AND WE HAD BEEN TOGETHER FOR 4 YEARS. IN THIS 4 YEAR OUR LOVE JUST GROW NO DECLINE. Y? NOT BECAUSE WANT TO SHOW YOU GUYS THAT WE CAN MAKE TO THIS WAY JUST TO LET U GUUYS TO DROP YOUR GLASSES, BUT IN THE PERIOD THAT WE BEEN TOGETHER, NO HURT JUST JOY AND LOVE. HURT IS FROM YOU ALLS STEOREOTYPE EYES THAT SAYING A DIVORCEE IS A NO NO GOOD GUYS. Y NOT GOOD TELL ME? A GUY THAT WILL LET HAVE TO BE THAT NATURAL NO COVER U, A PERSON WHO CARE FOR YOU SO MUCH AND WORRY LIKE HELL WHEN SOMETHING HAPPEN TO YOU EVEN IT IS A SMALL THING LIKE PERIOD PAIN? THAT IS A NOT GOOD GUY?

HE TEACH ME TO BE SELF LOVE, BUT WHAT I DO IS JUST HURTING MYSELF THAN LOVE MY SELVES BEFORE THIS, YOU WANNA NOE Y? BECAUSE I DUN NO WHAT IS LOVE I THOUGHT GIVING SEX TO THE GUYS THAT WILL MEANS LOVE. I AM NOT A VIRGIN START 17 PLUS, Y? I M A CURIOUS GAL THAT RUN HERE AND THERE AND A LOVE SEEKER!Y? FROM I WAS A LITTLE GAL I BEEN ALONE AND THE LOVE FROM NOT YOUR PARENTS IS REALLY A K-YOS, LACK OF LOVE FOR A CHILDREN AND EVERY BLAME NOT MAKE BY ME IS COUNT ON ME?  THAT MAKE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE. I M NOT HERE TO BLAME OTHER BUT WHAT MY LIFE IS NOW IS BECAUSE OF MY PAST AND I STILL CANT LET IT GO AS I AM SOOOO DEEEPLY HURT  BY UR ACTION. NOT MY PARENT BUT MY CARETAKER, EXCEPT MY BIG AUNTY~ SHE IS STRICT BUT U LOVE ME FROM INSIDE, AUNTY, AND I NOE THAT.

Y MUST A SINGLE ONLY CAN BE A GOOD GUYS BUT A DIVORCEE CANT? GIVE ME THE ANSWER PLS? I DUN UNDERSTAND THIS, I M SORRY. MY LOVE LIFE IS SIMPLE, FOR THE ONE WHO REALLY BEEN GOOD TO ME, HE WILL BE THE ONE WHO WILL BE WITH ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

WHAT YOU TELL ME, I WONT CHANGE IT, AS HE IS BETTER THAN YOUR HUSBAND AND I CAN GUARANTY THAT. DUN THINK THAT HE WILL CHEAP ME PLS.

IF WHAT U WAN IS WHETHER HE HAD PROPERTY OR NOT, YES, HE HAD, NOT MUCH, ABOUT A MILLION ONLY. AND IT IS IN MY HAND, Y SHOULD U WORRY BOUT THAT?

WHAT I CARE ABOUT IS JUST HOW HE TREAT ME, NOT PROPERTY. MONEY CAN BE EARN, BUT THE CHOICE YOU HAD FOR YOUR OTHER HALF. PLS BE CLEAR AND MAKE SURE HE IS THE ONE THAT CAN HAD FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH HIM AND ARGUE FOR SOMETHING SMALL, HALO, PLS RETHINK AND ASK YOURSELVES, IS HIM THAT ONE?

I AM SURE THAT HE IS THE ONE FOR ME.
I HAD SEEN HIS FAMILY, HIS RELATIVE, HIS FRIEND, AND EVERY PERSON THAT HE NOE, IF HE TREAT ME UNWELL THEIR SURE WILL GIVE ME SIGNAL FOR LEAVING HIM, BUT UNTIL NOW NO ONE HAD DONE THAT.

Y HE DIVORCE? DIVORCE IS NOT BECAUSE OF BOTH HAD DONE A BIG WRONG THAT CANT BE TAKE BACK, BUT IS BOTH ALREADY CANT WALK DOWN TOGETHER FOR THE HALF OF THE ROAD.

HE WANNA CHEAT MY MONEY AND MY PET?

OK, MY PET IS SOOOO CHEAP THAT I HAD 6 PERSON TRY IT~!

OK WANNA CHEAT MY MONEY, WHAT I HAD IS ONLY -150,000.00 IN THE BANK. NOT MUCH. 

WHO NOE? MY MUM DINT TELL AND MAKING HER SELVES LIKE SHE THE MOST POOR THING IN THE WORLD AND LET YOU GUY THINK  THAT CHILDREN ARE THE ONE MAKING HER THAT WAY, BUT DID YOU NOE THAT SHE N HER GREAT HUSBAND WHO HAD THE LOAN AND NOT BECAUSE OF US?  THERE WAS A TIME SHE AND HER HUSBAND GO REFINANCE AND THAT TIME THEIR CAN CLEAR ALL THE DEBT, AND STILL HAVING SOME ABOUT 20K LEFT, AS I COUNT CLEAR ALL FOR THAT, DO YOU NOE WHAT THEY TELL ME? THEY SAY DUN USE TO PAY IT ALL KEEP IT. AND WHAT HAPPEN IS 6 MONTH ALL THE MONEY FROM LOANS FINISH. I AM SO ANGRY AND I CONFRONT THEM, Y? THERE A CHANCE TO CLEAR ALL YOU GUYS DUN DO IT AND KEEP IT TO CLEAR SLOWLY? I AM SO CURIOUS.PLS GUIDE ME

I AM  CHILDISH. PLS MY THINKING IS CHILDISH IS  BETTER THAT YOU GUYS WHO IS SOOOO CAPABLE IN ACTING. YOU CAN CRY IN A SUDDEN AND LAUGH ON THE OTHER SIDE. I AM NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON THAT HAVING 2 FACE. HOW CHILDISH I AM? CHOOSING A GUY THAT IS DIVORCEE IS A CHILDISH ACTION? BELIEVING IN HIM WONT CHEAT ME I S A CHILDISH ACTION>?

WHAT IS CHILDISH ACTUALLY, THAT I CAN LIVE MY SELVES, I CAN TAKE CARE OF MY BROTHER, I HAD TO CLEAR ALL THE DEBT EVERY MONTH AND LEFT NO MORE FOR MY 1 MONTH USAGE, I HAVING TO DRIVE HERE AND THERE ALL BY MY SELVES. I NEED TO BE INDEPENDENT,I CAN TAKE CARE MY SELVES,I NEED TO THINK ALL OVER ON THE ACTION I WAN TO DO.I AM CLEAR WITH MY MIND ON WHAT I WAN, WHEN MY PARENT STILL AROUND I AM AD LIKE THIS.THAT IS CHILDISH?
NOE WHAT IS RIGHT AND WHAT I WRONG IS CHILDISH? OK, HAVING A SOOO GODD GUYS THAT TREAT ME SOOO GOOD BUT IS A DIVORCEE IS A CHILDISH ACTION? I DUNNOE HOW TO EXPLAIN THAT..


CAN I HAVE SOME COMMENT WHAT SHOULD I DO~? I AM SO WAVE NOW~ I WAN A WIN WIN SITUATION~ IS IT SO HARD TO HAD IT?







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