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没你陪我我就快闷呆了啦~臭人！
你啊~你啊~
你知不知道人家没人陪的叻~
还不理下我，我就跑掉得咯~
臭人！！！！
才发现原来我只有你可以说话~别人我就好像会有个kek在哪~为什么会这样的呢？
我就不能像你一样和朋友谈天说大炮吗？
除了在学校有的说话，在家都好少有的聊哦~朋友都好像出了学校便不认识一样~
以前的朋友有出去才是朋友没出的就变淡了~
有的只是想你听他的故事，你就只能一直听没的说~到你说时你就能只有一句，他又继续说
还有个能说的又跑到那么远去做工~想说话都难~对啦~就是你！想死我了啦~
我还有很多东西要做的啊~为什么我在浪费我的时间在发呆呢？我应该在忙我的功课而不是在这打字写我的心声~
我知你忙~但女人是听觉动物~你就说“宝贝，今天我不能来哦~老公下次不会给你啦~” 那也就行啦~我就不会吵你啊~
我知道你累~你也可以“我好累哦~明天/我做完工程就来~” 这也行
只要你随时给通电话我说你在忙，或一封信息‘宝贝老婆，想你哦~’ 那有多难啊？
臭人~
为什么男生不了解女生？
为什么女生不了解男生？
完了~

intern intern

it was a very good and nice experience i had during this intern. i love this intern so much as it help me so much on knowing myself and the behavior on my limiting belief. haha.. but when time go on i feel that stress coming up as our pm are getting pushing ad..... PM pls Do be Calm As we Really Do our thing in the best we can...i love u are so much as we go for no expectation on something. the result that come out will be so perfect and nice. it is real because when u expected the thing to be like this it wont go for that way as we had expect something.  i'll post up all the picture as we were all so good in everything that we work play work play work play.. wahahaha... nice combination of team we had.

答应

房祖名的答应

好好听哦~ 讲着一段恋情即将开始~

喜欢看着你说话的样子

觉得你像个孩子

 ~~~~~~~~~~~

但有些话很难说出口

所以写了这首歌只为你

雨天答应晴天 所以天空放晴

电磁答应时间 不让手表暂停

月亮答应星星 永远不分离

一段恋情即将要开花是就会有这种感觉的吗？

嗯~是会有的

是在男生还是女生的思想里发生呢？

两方面都会有

这种感觉是最甜蜜的吗？

对

如何甜蜜呢？

当你即将要开始恋爱时，你就会发现你对他的所有都会在意，和变得自私时~

 当你觉得他变得像个小孩子，只要一通电话是他打来的你就会很开心~

这时才发现原来我爱上了你~需要主动的~不管是男的或女的都可以主动的开动~

觉得很难说出口时~就用这首歌来表达你对他的感觉

人与人之间能相识已经是很难了~能够成为好的朋友更难~有了暧昧~那就该行动~别等到那时机过了才出动~

We will meet around few hundred people a day just a stranger, to become a friend that is in the same line with us is a very hard thing although it seems to be easy~it is not easy to meet the people that is in the same line with us. As it had come dun waste or hesitate to go for it and say it out that u have a feeling to her or him as it is also a opportunity to know whether he or she had the same feeling on u. If yes, HURRAY u sucess! if no, Hurray u can find another that better than him or her. 

That is lot of way we interpret our thinking as we think negative,we will go negative vice versa.

Every information that we get is reflecting our current behavior,not the past not the future, is NOW. ( Sharmini,2010) 

We can live without other as we need to love ourselves before we can love other. if we do not love ourselves  how we can aspect other to love you?

Do you know that we will become fat is because we are lack of protection and self safe in our unconscious mind? what i learn from the book by Loius Hay, title I Can Heal My Life.

Give with no expectation we will get a very good reward back.

两个月的假期~

cut hair,
fyp
eat
sleep till afternoon
sleep late at night
play fb sdo blog msn
free everyday
cook
tidy
go here n there
call hubby every night
wait for result
still got 2 day need to go back to original school time lu
haha...><
i wan get AAAAA
haha

心情

我已从昨晚不开心到今晚啦
还不够吗？
不够，你知道吗？
你的一举一动一言一语对我来说都是很敏感的，
我会因为这而生气，伤心。你定又觉得我在耍脾气
其实你知道吗？你说的每句话对我来说都很重要，因为我会需要你的安慰和爱护还有关心。
我要的不是你的每句在说别人的不好因为他弄生气我而是你的一句：‘没关系啦，他是这样的，别气啦疼回” 这样就好。 为什么每次和你说时你都会用哪种很肯定的话说他是这样的啦、都和你说的啦、他就是这样蛮不讲理得咯！ 你这话什么意思哦！你知道吗？那时我和你说时你也用这种气话来敷衍我~我是真的被气得哭了好久~因为我被两个我爱的人气到啊！一个反口，一个就在那说气话！这是我最讨厌的东西！ 我讨厌你敷衍我！我讨厌你带刺的话！我讨厌你一副很懂很了解的语气！

写在这有屁用~和他说啊~说了又有屁用~他肯改才行啊~

再下去我就会什么都不说便会你刚认识我的嗯哦啊嗯哦啊的我~除了这三个字~我什么都不想说了~因为你也帮不到我~说了等于没说~