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it been sooooooo long i dint updated my post and for now i will type a day la...kakakaka.
it been 4 years since we are together. and it time to move forward a step.
so the 1st step i had to take is, tell  my parent, but how, i beeen thinking since i had decide to registered with him. haha.

i think i will just confront them and let them noe how he treat me and what he had done to me. i think i can type here and let them read~.till then, bsy busy~

TT

Do u know that when u are not around i will start to feel so insecure when i in hostel?
Sometimes will do something that is out of my mind just to get away the insecure feeling. i tell u i miss u so much n miss till wan cry liao then u will scold me ben dan and noe i will b crying as u are not in my place at the moment.
i know that u are outstation and i wish that u can give me a surprise visit as i like surprise. it been a long time u dint give me a surprise,dear.
i know i make u worry as i go clubbing alone and i noe u dun like me to mix with my friend that only will noe how to use me n trow me in the water when got thing happen. i noe most of my friend will get they eye pop out when thy noe bout us at 1st. i can tell to all my friend that u ar the one for me and I LOVE U so much till i cant control it in time~ i had been with u for 3 year d. the feeling still like just noe u for one month. dint see u in a week like dint see u in few year~ every time when u come my place i will be so happy that the smile that i had in my face is from my heart.
that day that u hug me so tight that i feel that u are so precious me but u dun tell as u ar those guy that like to keep all the thing in ur heart. the hug was sooooooooo nice n loving till i so touch and almost cry again as i think i make from water~ haha~>< but i love the hug so much~ in this valentine day remember to get me 3 stalks of roses.
Thanks so much dear for making me grow n become a better person~
Hope we can get trough all the thing and can b together in a open way and the 888888888 po and 88888888gong cant say anything bout us anymore~ see one kill one~><

Lovely~

having so many ppl to wish me happy birthday and have 2 cake in the same day is the most happy n glad day that i had in my birthday~

thank q so much for giving me a surprise,u guy surprise me by coming from kampar to my house~ haha~ love u all.
thanks q for bring me to my bf house to had a celebration at his place which i havent done it before it will be a great xperience n memory that i will wanted to hav for this 2 year plus.

thanks q cybrcare for have the interview on my birthday,it make my birthday more memorable as we had a good interview n fun with our junior. it is the most special thing that i ever had.~ love u all so much~

闷

没你陪我我就快闷呆了啦~臭人！
你啊~你啊~
你知不知道人家没人陪的叻~
还不理下我，我就跑掉得咯~
臭人！！！！
才发现原来我只有你可以说话~别人我就好像会有个kek在哪~为什么会这样的呢？
我就不能像你一样和朋友谈天说大炮吗？
除了在学校有的说话，在家都好少有的聊哦~朋友都好像出了学校便不认识一样~
以前的朋友有出去才是朋友没出的就变淡了~
有的只是想你听他的故事，你就只能一直听没的说~到你说时你就能只有一句，他又继续说
还有个能说的又跑到那么远去做工~想说话都难~对啦~就是你！想死我了啦~
我还有很多东西要做的啊~为什么我在浪费我的时间在发呆呢？我应该在忙我的功课而不是在这打字写我的心声~
我知你忙~但女人是听觉动物~你就说“宝贝，今天我不能来哦~老公下次不会给你啦~” 那也就行啦~我就不会吵你啊~
我知道你累~你也可以“我好累哦~明天/我做完工程就来~” 这也行
只要你随时给通电话我说你在忙，或一封信息‘宝贝老婆，想你哦~’ 那有多难啊？
臭人~
为什么男生不了解女生？
为什么女生不了解男生？
完了~

intern intern

it was a very good and nice experience i had during this intern. i love this intern so much as it help me so much on knowing myself and the behavior on my limiting belief. haha.. but when time go on i feel that stress coming up as our pm are getting pushing ad..... PM pls Do be Calm As we Really Do our thing in the best we can...i love u are so much as we go for no expectation on something. the result that come out will be so perfect and nice. it is real because when u expected the thing to be like this it wont go for that way as we had expect something.  i'll post up all the picture as we were all so good in everything that we work play work play work play.. wahahaha... nice combination of team we had.

答应

房祖名的答应

好好听哦~ 讲着一段恋情即将开始~

喜欢看着你说话的样子

觉得你像个孩子

 ~~~~~~~~~~~

但有些话很难说出口

所以写了这首歌只为你

雨天答应晴天 所以天空放晴

电磁答应时间 不让手表暂停

月亮答应星星 永远不分离

一段恋情即将要开花是就会有这种感觉的吗？

嗯~是会有的

是在男生还是女生的思想里发生呢？

两方面都会有

这种感觉是最甜蜜的吗？

对

如何甜蜜呢？

当你即将要开始恋爱时，你就会发现你对他的所有都会在意，和变得自私时~

 当你觉得他变得像个小孩子，只要一通电话是他打来的你就会很开心~

这时才发现原来我爱上了你~需要主动的~不管是男的或女的都可以主动的开动~

觉得很难说出口时~就用这首歌来表达你对他的感觉

人与人之间能相识已经是很难了~能够成为好的朋友更难~有了暧昧~那就该行动~别等到那时机过了才出动~

We will meet around few hundred people a day just a stranger, to become a friend that is in the same line with us is a very hard thing although it seems to be easy~it is not easy to meet the people that is in the same line with us. As it had come dun waste or hesitate to go for it and say it out that u have a feeling to her or him as it is also a opportunity to know whether he or she had the same feeling on u. If yes, HURRAY u sucess! if no, Hurray u can find another that better than him or her. 

That is lot of way we interpret our thinking as we think negative,we will go negative vice versa.

Every information that we get is reflecting our current behavior,not the past not the future, is NOW. ( Sharmini,2010) 

We can live without other as we need to love ourselves before we can love other. if we do not love ourselves  how we can aspect other to love you?

Do you know that we will become fat is because we are lack of protection and self safe in our unconscious mind? what i learn from the book by Loius Hay, title I Can Heal My Life.

Give with no expectation we will get a very good reward back.

两个月的假期~

cut hair,
fyp
eat
sleep till afternoon
sleep late at night
play fb sdo blog msn
free everyday
cook
tidy
go here n there
call hubby every night
wait for result
still got 2 day need to go back to original school time lu
haha...><
i wan get AAAAA
haha